Unimpressed... and so blurry. I'm sorry T_T
Top, cardigan & shorts - thrifted; belt - Primark
Summer clothes really do nothing good for my figure. ~vanity moment.
Yesterday was painfully hot and being on the crowded bus for nearly an hour made me wonder whether I really want to stay in the city for, what, the next four years? It's a very trivial thing to base such a big decision on, I know. A microcosm of my entire life, or something.
But it's okay, because I have an entire year to decide! If I can even get into a good Uni in the city, that is. AND I KNOW I NEED AN A IN MUSIC THIS YEAR BUT SOMEHOW THAT STILL DOESN'T MOTIVATE ME!?
I guess I am distracted by other things. More than anything, I'm scared about my gap year. I'm scared because it feels as if everyone is going off to Uni in September/October and leaving me behind, although I know that really we are all just moving on with our lives in different ways. I've never been someone who needs people. I'm really quite happy to do things on my own and actually, this seems to confuse other people somewhat often. And I know that one way or another, I'll make new friends next year. I've just put myself in a difficult position as I don't have any big plans for next year and now I feel as if I'm losing everyone. But I think it is what's right.
At long last, the song I wrote: